Preparations for the bbq's going rather smoothly. Trying to invite quite a number of friends over, but i expect only a few to turn up. Well, there's nothing emo abt it. I am fortunate to have my family planning this birthday with me and i am happy coz i get to spend it with them. :) But i guess i am a little sad that i wont be able to see some of my old friends..

Cheryl:
I havent spoken to you since 2 years ago. I kinda regret not spending lotsa time with you when you were in singapore. Now you're doing so well in australia, im missing you so much! You were the one who got me so hyped up as i am now.. I used to be so timid and shy, but you made me open up. We shared so much, from boys to family issues. You were always the blur and gullible one, always believing everything you hear. But well, it was funny and we had good times, good times. We used to go swimming at your condo with Chew yan and Yiling, and you used to teach as well.. Your brother, omg! Another hyperactive fella and hes like so grown up now! I hope youd come back soon coz i wanna give you a gigantic hug!!

Chew Yan:
Hey bestie! We've been friends for 8 years and counting now. Amazing huh? I guess if it wasnt for you and Cheryl, i'd be a stupid introvert now with no freaking life. Thank you for keeping up with me even after our O Levels. You have been a great role model and a great friend. We used to have lotsa window shopping in town and im really sorry i cant do that anymore.. Somehow my stamina aint that great anymore. Haha! Im glad we still hang out though, and im glad i still get to see you around! :D

Wow.. I cant wait for monday balls! I did something i didnt expect myself to do. I told my mum id be introducing her to someone special on monday. She was like "your boyfriend ar"? Haha.. So i told her about Abby, and she asked quite alot of questions.. I think my mum is okay with me dating muslim guys.. My dad on the other hand, doesnt really approve of it. I dont really understand, but neither will i be bothered about it. I really dont care what my father thinks of who i date - Ok wait, maybe it does play a part, but its my life, and its my decision. My dad hasnt been talking to me since i stopped going to church. Honestly, i think it shouldnt be that way. I thought a father's love was unconditional and it doesnt matter what i do, but he'd still love me and treat me as how he shud be treating me. I love Abby, i hope my dad accepts that.

Had training today at Mediacorp. Assumed it was at 11am and conveyed the wrong message to our fans. I felt so guilty coz they had to wait almost 3 hrs for us! Sigh, im so sorry Lijuan and Cheng Guang for making you guys wait! Seriously, i owe you guys.. Anyways, Cheng guang gave me a lighter that looks like this camera, attached to a chain. What bad timing, but it was sincere! I love you Cheng Guang! Thanks fer the birthday gift! Appreciate it! :D

I am happy now, and i am so missing Abby..

Preparations for the bbq's going rather smoothly. Trying to invite quite a number of friends over, but i expect only a few to turn up. Well, there's nothing emo abt it. I am fortunate to have my family planning this birthday with me and i am happy coz i get to spend it with them. :) But i guess i am a little sad that i wont be able to see some of my old friends..

Cheryl:
I havent spoken to you since 2 years ago. I kinda regret not spending lotsa time with you when you were in singapore. Now you're doing so well in australia, im missing you so much! You were the one who got me so hyped up as i am now.. I used to be so timid and shy, but you made me open up. We shared so much, from boys to family issues. You were always the blur and gullible one, always believing everything you hear. But well, it was funny and we had good times, good times. We used to go swimming at your condo with Chew yan and Yiling, and you used to teach as well.. Your brother, omg! Another hyperactive fella and hes like so grown up now! I hope youd come back soon coz i wanna give you a gigantic hug!!

Chew Yan:
Hey bestie! We've been friends for 8 years and counting now. Amazing huh? I guess if it wasnt for you and Cheryl, i'd be a stupid introvert now with no freaking life. Thank you for keeping up with me even after our O Levels. You have been a great role model and a great friend. We used to have lotsa window shopping in town and im really sorry i cant do that anymore.. Somehow my stamina aint that great anymore. Haha! Im glad we still hang out though, and im glad i still get to see you around! :D

Wow.. I cant wait for monday balls! I did something i didnt expect myself to do. I told my mum id be introducing her to someone special on monday. She was like "your boyfriend ar"? Haha.. So i told her about Abby, and she asked quite alot of questions.. I think my mum is okay with me dating muslim guys.. My dad on the other hand, doesnt really approve of it. I dont really understand, but neither will i be bothered about it. I really dont care what my father thinks of who i date - Ok wait, maybe it does play a part, but its my life, and its my decision. My dad hasnt been talking to me since i stopped going to church. Honestly, i think it shouldnt be that way. I thought a father's love was unconditional and it doesnt matter what i do, but he'd still love me and treat me as how he shud be treating me. I love Abby, i hope my dad accepts that.

Had training today at Mediacorp. Assumed it was at 11am and conveyed the wrong message to our fans. I felt so guilty coz they had to wait almost 3 hrs for us! Sigh, im so sorry Lijuan and Cheng Guang for making you guys wait! Seriously, i owe you guys.. Anyways, Cheng guang gave me a lighter that looks like this camera, attached to a chain. What bad timing, but it was sincere! I love you Cheng Guang! Thanks fer the birthday gift! Appreciate it! :D

I am happy now, and i am so missing Abby..